Thursday, February 5, 2009

continuation

I HATE her! OMG! My God! She’ really likes Lorenz! She’s not doing what she said. I HATE persons like that. A person breaks the things that she did. Recess time came, of course the daily routine. Go downstairs, go to the cafeteria and buy some foods and drinks. I and Isa went down early because our prof. dismissed us early. We went to a table and sat there. Trina saw us and wave I actually did not wave back but Isa did. I’m not talking to her. (Of course who’ll gonna talk to a person who stole your ex? RIGHT?). I’m just taking a bite from my burger and taking sips in my juice. The moment I finish I tell Isa to go upstairs. We left Trina alone. Lunch, “God I hate it! Please help me! “. I said to Isa. “Calm down, Bea”. Isa replied. “How can I calm down?” I answered. Isa sighs. I’m soooo irritated! Tomorrow came. Of course I went to the classroom did my homework and talk to Isa. “So how are you?” Isa asked. “I don’t know” I replied. “You should talk to her?” Isa told me. “I don’t want”. Mitch came and sat beside me and asked what’s wrong. I just replied nothing but on second thoughts maybe she can help me. “Actually Mitch I have. Can you give me an advice?” I said. What’s all about?” I narrated the story to her and said the same thing Isa said to me. But I don’t want to talk to her. All I know she doesn’t even care about my feelings are. God help me! Recess time! Again. Again, the daily routine. I saw her hand full of Lorenz’ name and their monthsary(18)! F*CK! I whispered to Isa to look at Trina’s hand she got shocked either. I stomped my foot very hard. And she got a bit curious why I did it. Well, of course I didn’t answer. Then, when I got inside I screamed very loud and I really hate her! She’s such a mang-aagaw! F! She didn’t join us in lunch maybe Ms. Conscience visit her. *LAUGHS*. Days passed by I don’t talk to her and Lorenz. Lorenz is calling me thrice a day. When he calls I immediately turn my phone off. In the campus, when I saw Lorenz I’ll just hide so he can’t talk to him. In dismissal time, I really go to my house very early. One Sunday, Lorenz visited me in my house. I saw mom and him talking the moment my mom talk me I told her to tell Lorenz that I’m sick and cannot talk to him my mom asked why? I just told her to just tell him. My mom actually did my request. But Lorenz looks like he was so worried and insisted to go to my room. My mom cannot force him not to so she let him in. I hurried to my room. I heard footsteps. I panicked so I’ll just pretend I’m sleeping. I heard the door opened. Then close again. Maybe he went away because he thought that I’m really sleeping. I’m such a good actress. But someone touched my hair. OMG! Lorenz stayed in my room! “I missed you so much, Bea. I know it’s kinda rude to talk to you like this. But I’ll just want to do this because it’s the only way you can listen to me. I notice that you really don’t want to talk to me anymore. I wish you could have time to talk to me. I miss your naughtiness it makes me smile.” He went home. I cried for what he said. I missed you too, Lorenz, my best friend. But you also don’t have any time for me. I didn’t stop crying until morning came, I didn’t have enough sleep. I have big bags on my eyes. I went to school very sleepy. Isa asked what happened. I just told her what happened. SHOCKED! Why? I saw Lorenz standing outside our room and brought something. a teddy and a bouquet of flowers. Is that for me or for Trina?


To be continued…

OMG! Congratulations! *laughs*. “kayo na pala? I’m SO happy for you two”*laughs again*. The words that my mouth actually speaks out. But second thoughts, I’m really not happy. Because a) hey! It’s your ex that your friend’s present now b) OMG! They didn’t tell me earlier! That my best friend told me about you two and c) You knew my past relationship with your present. By the way my name is Beatrice Barcelona. You can call me Trice. But my best friend and others-feeling-close calls me Bea. But my family calls me “Batsi” because I’m kinda chubby. OMG! They love pinching my cute cheeks. Anyway, I hate them in calling me “Batsi”. I think its making me nuts because of shamed. Enough of me. I mean my introduction of my self. I love to talk about my love story. I’m taken now with the person I really love. His name was Edwin.

I have 10 exes. 7 not-so-serious, and 3 were I really loved the most. So, I really have only 3 boyfriends. EX boyfriends. Christian, Kyle, and most especially Lorenz. Christian well, he’s super LAME he doesn’t even have time for me. STUDY, STUDY, STUDY. Kyle, he’s my first ever boyfriend. We had fun in our relationship, actually were friends. And Lorenz, the very last person I ever love. Almost all my love was given to him. I don’t have enough love to love my self as I love him. Because I gave my ALL. So, when the day we broke-up my whole world crush down. Well, at least Isa and Edwin was there for me. So I forgot him already. As days past by, my friend which is so-close-friend-type).She knows almost everything about me. Most especially about me and Lorenz. Me and Lorenz hang on each other houses at weekends, eat sometimes lunch together, we’re so close even we had a relationship. My parent knows him and his parents know me too. My parents loves him so do I in his parents but we didn’t work it out. So we decided to be just friends. That broke my heart into pieces. Trina (my friend), crack a joke about Lorenz. She told me to give her Lorenz number to her and he will make Lorenz love her and if Lorenz will love her she will breaks Lorenz heart. COOL right? But I still hesitated because it’s super rude. I gave it to her. They became regular text mates. Several days later, the joke that she cracked became for real. How did I know it? A) Of course I and Lorenz are so close, he always talking stories about Trina b) Lorenz always sends Trina different love quotes that’s not a “group message”. That he was doing to me when we were still together c) Lorenz always gives her gifts. Well, isn’t that good? Your FRIEND was stealing your EX. Well, I still hope the other part of her joke to break Lorenz’ heart (I think she doesn’t even remember that!) F! Isa told me a VERY, VERY, SUPER bad news. The news was Lorenz and Trina is already together! “As what?” I said I’m super slow that time. “As a couple! DUH???” “what?” that’s all that I ever said. OMG! What will I say to her if we cross-paths? A) CONGRATULATIONS! I’m SO happy for you two! OMG! Maybe if I’ll tell them that I’ll just roll my eyes. B) Hey! Thanks for fooling me that you’ll broke Lorenz’ heart. BITCH! OH MY… that’s very cruel or c) OMG! You just got the trash that I just thrown! Anu ka? Basurera? Another cruel words. OMG! I don’t know what I’ll say to them! Basta, bahala na si Lord. One day, got I saw them. I panicked. I pretend that I’m very busy. They approached me. And I gave them a smile then said “OMG! Congratulations! *laughs*. “Keo na pala? I’m SO happy for you two”*laughs again*”.My god! Did I really say that? OMG! But deep inside me I want to pull the hair of that girl! I want to scold her! HATE IT! What will happen next? Stay tune…^^